It was worse because I was tired;
更糟糕的是因为我疲惫了。
I still couldn't sleep with the wind echoing around the house.
窒息的风绕着整幢房子，我仍然睡不着。
It was worse because Mr. Varner called on me inTrig when my hand wasn't raised and I had the wrong answer.
更糟糕是因为瓦尔纳老师在三角课上叫我起来回答问题，而那时我并没有举手，而且我还答错了。
It was miserable because I had to play volleyball, and the one time I didn't cringe out of the way of the ball, I hit my teammate in the head with it.
更悲惨的是因为我不得不打排球，然后有一次我没有以正确的方式击球，我把球打到了队友的头上。
And it was worse because Edward Cullen wasn't in school at all.
更糟糕的是因为Edward Cullen 没有来学校。
All morning I was dreading lunch, fearing his bizarre glares.
整个早上我都在担心午饭，害怕他的奇异的目光。
Part of me wanted to confront him and demand to know what his problem was.
我有一种想法想要直面他然后想要知道他到底有什么问题。
我的一部分想要对抗他，要求知道他的问题所在。
While I was lying sleepless in my bed, I even imagined what I would say.
当我躺在我的床上失眠的时候，我甚至想象我应该怎么说。
But I knew myself too well to think I would really have the guts to do it.
但是我知道我自己没有很好的考虑好
但我太了解我自己了，我不认为我有这个胆量去做这件事。
I made the Cowardly Lion look like the terminator.
我努力让自己这个胆小的狮子看上去像魔鬼终结者。