what is the I want to be? you know yourself? what is your dream? your interest? your passion?
why you are so lazy? working inefficiently? so how could you be successful? you aspired that?
more thinking and less words!
more efficient !
Only you aim at something can you be successful!
Or you would never succeed because you completely don't know what is success......
So from now on,have a dream! find the reason for why you are fighting?
Nothing could hinder your step on the way to dream!
Do some planning everyday, you should know exectly what you will do today,and do not forget summarying within a week!