Victory won't come to me unless I go to it.
胜利是不会向我走来的，我必须自己走向胜利。
I wish I can walk from one victory to another victory.
Though there're too many difficulities, I must detach myself from such situations.
I am a talented programmer, I think I can get the victory.
Don't complain, don't explain.
不抱怨，不解释。
No, just complain in private, not in public, and sometimes explain to yourself.
That is a good way to relieve stress.
And I thought my own experience in the past several months, the lesson I learned was not to complain about your job, your leaders, your colleagues to those who can't resolve your problems. Even if you had asked them to keep your words sercret, one day your leaders and your colleagues will know what you have complained, after all, nothing is kept secret forever in this world. Then they may hold a different view on you, though they can't tell you they have known that.
What a pity, it seems I was a fool then.
So, if you have something to complain, please just tell those who are really responsible for those things directly.