It seemed to be such a long day yesterday that so many things happened there. Everything turned to be a chaos.
I was so depreesed ,so passive....
Even too little energy left to summon up when I struggled to try .
Such a depressing day ,So difficult to pass it......
Luckily, the sun arising in every morining is a new one, I should also be a fresh one in the next day .
How old can a man be when he is mature in terms of personnalitily?
SX didn't feel well the other day ,maybe just at the moment he sent me a message on QQ while I was still in bed.
I even felt a bit guity for that ,can't explain the reason. Maybe he is three years older than me ,I can still find that he felt
confused a lot sometimes. I used to think all strangers passing by must be quite happy in their life . I was wrong.
When will we be trully a growm_up one ?
When will we look at the world clearly,correctly?
When will we know what to do next definitely ,without any doubt?
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Maybe next morning
Maybe never.......