20080502
As the time passed so quickly, I must check what I did in the past. About the C and C++ programing knowledge, I have learned systematically one time. If I do not often re-read them in the future, I think I would forget about the content quickly. In the past, I have read so many books, but I don't better than others obviously. Why? Is My IQ not good? No, absolutely not. Although I have read so many books, but I did the practice so little. Practice is very crutcial. It's the key of to be successful. In the coming months, I will focus on the the programing for the real projects and to studying some concrete topics. So when to find the job next time, I have some works to show to the interviewers of the company. There are 4 months for the next jobhunting. At least I must complish one project each month , which related to the C/C++,symbian and network. Today, I spent so much time of downloading the install files of symbian. Tomorrow I will construct the environment of developing symbian projects. I hope everything go well tomorrow, To start to program with symbian shouldn't delay again.
20080503
Just like what I expected yesterday, It's construct the circumstance of developing symbian successfully today. To do everything, you should start to try, so you would find some new problem, which you maybe never find if you don't try. Tomorrow is sunday, but I have back to my work position, as the vacation of May 1st Laborday. I like to do something freely. But now my interest is not according with my job. It dosen't matter. The next job would be my favorite. I can't anticipate a greate growth of my programing ability, But I must change my feelings of english completely. Recently, I found the things I could wirte less and less. How could be this?Just to write what I thought. There are thousands and hundreds things I thought. Don't avoid something I express in english maybe difficultyly. I try to remember the stuff of getting me touched. I would never forget about the hard time I have past when I was little. In the days of teenage, I often picked the pinekones over moutains and mountain only for increasing the income of as little as a few yuan. Today I can earn 100 yuan each day easily, but I am not happy, because of my duty. It's far from sufficient. I have to give a safe and unworried situation to Niuniu, to my family.
20080504
THe time is 3'oclock AM of 5th, I was sleeping over the time. Yesterday, the 4th(don't misundertanding), I felt a little tired, so I went to bed early, for avoid sleeping overtime, I have set the alarm clock at 11:10 PM. But I did not wake up. As a result, I am finishing the freewriting now. In the past, If I have passed, just to passed. But nowadays, I can't be as the same. Because of I have lossed so much, not only something related to money, but also the good time, which is the most important and could never be made up. So it is never allowed to do nothing as the time passing. Maybe this is a reflection of my willpower. I remember I have wrote a blog of titled "How long I can insist on?". But to followed a few days, something happened, especially the things between Niuniu and me, then I broke the arrangement and removed the blog file out from the list of my public blog files. I feel be ashamed. But now, my confidence is increasing little and little, and I feel happy. To write an essay of english per day,not only for improving my english, and the most important, there is something I can insist on, for a few weeks, several months, years, but I know there is something would never be changed with my whole life.