Learn wisdom by the follies of others.
前车之鉴，后人之师。
Maybe my personal state is that others can learn wisdom from the follies of mine.
Graduated from a prestigious university, I am becoming a laughingstock in these years.
I was once placed high expectations by my former team-leaders, but as time went on, facts proved that I just disappointed them badly.
Woke up this morning with a terrific urge to lie in bed all day and read.
今早醒来，特别想躺在床上读书，一整天。
I even didn't want to wake up in the morning, not to mention reading books.
But I really want to change the current situation.
What should I do?
Just one day away from my birthday, let me power off to zero and start afresh.
How about that?